Even thought its only wednesday my week so far has been pretty bad. Sunday was really good.There is a team leader job available in work and i really want it. Only catch is to get that job i'll have to take a year out. Basically the assistant manager is pregnant and is going off on maternity in about 4 weeks. One of the team leaders is getting a promotion leaving her job open. Theyre finding it hard to replace any of the management team atm. Its only for a year and i could always come back. Money is always an issue even with my loan i kinda feel like its meant to be.
I asked my manager about it and she gave me a mini interview on the spot. The next day i was being shown banking and how to close the shop. Im being watched like mad for the next week now and i'll find out saturday whether i'll get it or not! I have to admit it i think i'd rather be there than here. I know i said i wanted to be a teacher but whats the harm in working for a year then coming back?
I suppose that was the good part of my week. It went bad when one of my friends decided to create an argument out of thin air. She was probably bored or something. I just lost it and got angry veeeery quickly i thought it was childish and just couldnt hold back. I probably shouldnt have said half the stuff i did but to be completely honest i think it needed to be said. Everyone knows though we'll probably be back speaking in a few months cos i never learn my lesson! maybe this time will be different deep down i really hope it is. Just hope the rest of my week improves!

My week so far...

The week started off good. i stayed in saturday night so i woke up hangover free on sunday :) my week got better when laura made the most amazing CD for my car. Think shes converted me to an 80's lover. Looking forward to the rest of the week. Out in swansea tonight with my two make-up gurus and a parent free week. Doesnt get much better :)

why?!

I guess the reason im here is the same as everyone else on the course, i want to teach. Initially, i wanted to move as far away from home as i could. But a trip away with college soon showed me that i get homesick really easily and i was completely deluded if i thought i could last even a day without being home. Even now i stand by my decision there is no way i could live on my own as i have no sense of money at all.
Most of the course is theory based with us only having a couple of placements in the first year. I think i prefer it that was as you get eased into the school setting. The most recent and first placement i went on was just before christmas. I went to Llangennech Infants school which is the local school for my area. The school means alot to me as it was the school i went to when i was younger and most of my teachers are still there. I was so nervous the first day although i knew most of the staff it was the first time i'd ever been on placement on my own. By the end of the second day the children had really accepted me and saw me more as a teacher than as a friend which was the case when i'd been on placement to a school before. I think the placement confirmed that teaching was the profession for me.